This is my first post in a long time. I am undergoing a transition in my life. I once wrote about my first experience with God at age ten. Psalm 23. I read it and I cried. I knew he was speaking directly to me. Later in life I looked toward men for my approval, for love, for acceptance. I lowered my standards, I did not set or keep boundaries. I ignored the voice inside me that said no. I quieted the voice inside that said, that’s not love. I put men in front of God. The acceptance of the man in my life, his love, was an idol. So, as I heal from my recent relationship I have asked forgiveness from God. He has sent woman to feed me the word and truth. There is a brother of mine that has ministered to my soul and spirit. You know who you are! I am on my way now! I never recognized this pattern in my life before. I see truth now. I have revelation. Thank you Jesus! So, truth sets us free! I am not alone! God is with me, he comforts me, his rod and staff protect me. He leads me beside still waters and has my lie in green pastures. I dont understand or know my future, but I believe truth and the truth, the Word says God has a good plan for me, I will receive double recompense for my sorrow and He will restore what the locusts have eaten, I will have beauty for my ashes and I will not be shamed. I will be a lender and not a borrower! I am on my way! I am excited!
I am not alone
After Bella 
That God! 🙌🏻🙌🏻
One day at a time girl. You’re amazing!
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Isn’t God the greatest!!! Thank you so much for reading it, revelation is life changing
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You are not alone. Never have been.
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Exactly!!!
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Jesus is the BEST friend you can ever have. We are blessed when he uses others to minister to us!
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Yes maam! I hurt over my boyfriend leaving but this time instead of resenting that and being bitter and or getting high I am taking my heartache to the one true Healer, Jesus!
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Wonderful!
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Hello Bella, it is lovely to deal with life on life terms… it is much more lovely when we feel pain, and we do not respond by throwing ourselves away like trash, but we run to our Heavenly Father…Those that do not feel are dead…Blessed are those that mourn, for they “SHALL” be comforted…
Now in the same vain, God knew what he was doing…where you are headed some can not go, no matter how bad we might want them to… I learned he separates us for a reason. We are not lonely, we are just moved to another level… So Like you I also repented, because in all actuality all I need is God, with him I lack no good thing… So maybe I didn’t know it was bad for me, but thanks be to God he has infinite wisdom and the power to protect and deliver…
I apologize for such a long response…lol…I am in transition and this resonates with me! Plus your declaration at the end set me on fire…❤️🤗🙏 Bella, God has not brought you this far to leave you now…the best is still yet to come…you are planted and shall bloom!
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Thank you for your long response! I know what you are saying is TRUTH and I need all I can get! I KNOW that I KNOW God is moving me, changing me, developing me into the Woman on fire He designed me to be!
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Surely you are welcome! I thank God for the opportunity! if you get a chance check this out and give it a listen…I will be praying for you!
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It’s a long haul to get healed and be more whole, but the journey is worth it! May the Lord send safe people to you at the right time, that you may be nurtured by their love and prayers.
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I’m reaching out to the right people this time. Thank you so much for taking the time to give me words of encouragement
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