What is on your music playlist right now?
“Music is the wine that fills the cup of silence.”
unkown

Lumineers


Addiction Forgiveness Acceptance
“Music is the wine that fills the cup of silence.”
unkown

Lumineers


I believe in pink. I believe that laughing is the best calorie burner. I believe in kissing, kissing a lot. I believe in being strong when everything seems to be going wrong. I believe that happy girls are the prettiest girls. I believe that tomorrow is another day and I believe in miracles.
Audrey Hepburn

My favorite part of me is my……, hmmm….I like that I make people smile. That I am usually always with a smile. I genuinely like people, I love my job and I am learning to love myself more every day. I also like that I stay positive.
“The worst loneliness is to not be comfortable with yourself.”
― Mark Twain

Don’t say it with words, say it with your life! That about sums up any excuse to preach at me about anything. Show me what life can be like. Show me what you mean, live out your example. So when I see how you live, listen to how you talk and I think your way is better than mine and I see a difference in you than I’d like to see in my life, I’ll come ask you. Believe me, I won’t hesitate to talk to you, hear you out and believe what you have to say. We all want something better.. At least I do. So, show me!







Oh my goodness! I love this era! The dresses! We don’t wear dresses anymore! Not like that!
Without wonder and insight, acting is just a trade. With it, it becomes creation.
Bette Dvis
“I believe in manicures. I believe in overdressing. I believe in primping at leisure and wearing lipstick. I believe in pink. I believe happy girls are the prettiest girls.”
Audrey Hepburn
It seems so wholesome, yet you know its not. Hollywood that is, Well, if i could go back, I’d go back to that time. And wear me some dresses!!

Darling, the legs aren’t so beautiful, I just know what to do with them.
Marlene Dietrich

Legs
“Doubt everything. Find your own light.”
Buddha
An old friend told me to live your fears! Whatever your afraid of, you secretly desire. She has found her light. I am ever inching my way to this unattainable light! I am little Ms Afraid~y~pants! Deep down I fear everything ,it wrecks havoc on my life! I am constantly thinking, overthinking and then rethinking every situation, any possible angle where I would be hurt. I would have tension headaches, my shoulders would ache. I was very tense. Wound tight you could say. I want to go back to school, but I hesitate. I am living but I am not living my best, or free or happy.

I have this strong woman inside me, she disappears on me rather often. There is only a shadow of her, but I know she is there. I can feel her sometimes. She is there. Here.

There are a few questions I have, these are questions I am not listening to, I guess doubt would describe it better. I am not listening to the doubts. I push on.



Proverbs 18:15, "The intelligent man is always open to new ideas. In fact, he looks for them."
I would love if I could solve problems. You could literally give me your problem and I would solve it…..just like that! No fuss, no stress for anyone. Finances, relationships and with our family/kids, issues would not be a problem because I would be after all

What does be your best self mean to you? I am pretty sure I know what it means for me, Be Your Best Self is a cast of words, regal words. They imply happiness and contentment. Then I will tell you, sadly, no I am not living my best life.

There is the beginning to consider. Yes, I must examine how it began, how it ended and how, upon looking back, there must have been a moment. A moment that I could have stopped it and it all not began. Somehow, I missed it.
My blog is called After Bella, I also have a little something I am working on called Becoming Bella. If there is an After then there must be a before. These are some of the things I post there, I hope you enjoy!
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