This overflow of gut wrenching pain and chaos in my center confounds me confuses me contaminates me.
From where does it come? What, where is the source?
It enfolds me, encompassing me in traps me.
Anger. Fear. Guilt.
Panicked and confused, scared and I don’t know what to do, where to go
Silent screams
Silent tears
Silent No
Silence me
Overflow
After Bella 