I need to be honest
I was shown something today. I have to take responsibility for my own actions. When you are in a relationship with a controller it is our responsibility to follow our heart and follow what God says. I let my fear of rejection and fear of being alone keep me in an unhealthy relationship. I never said no. What he wanted for dinner was what we had. Where we went was wherever he wanted to go. He even told me one time one of the things he loved about me was that I never said no to him! That eventually gave me feelings of bitterness, feelings of even lower self worth and I harbored grudges toward a man I could have said no to and kept my self respect! I am thankful that God is showing me truths about myself. In this I can change, I can say no and I will in the future!
After Bella 
I’m glad you woke up. And it sounds like a blessing though I know it hurts. You’re free now.
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Yes sir! I am!!!! Still hurts but it hurts a little different. I did this. Now I can change.
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Glad you are doing you! You deserve the best. I mean it
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Thank you!!!
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You are definitely finding Your voice.
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I am blessed to have this blog and the people that take the time to read and comment. So many of you have loved on me with encouragement and spoke life into my situation. Thank you
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Taking control is a releasing and empowering feeling 😊
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Hope you’re doing well.
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